Well, just figure that exams is coming to an end. But more are coming.
2012 is going to end......... I mean literally END!
But no....... it's not the End of the World. I still wanna see 2013's sun and laugh the Mayan's right on the face! XD
Oh well.... I think I should make a conclusion for 2012? No..... not yet, it's only October dudes! Not yet... not yet...
Just the form 5's. The one's that has been leading all these years are going to leave us :( And leaving us monkeys leading more monkeys! Wow, that's a bit too much.....
I can't say I am a professional leader but, still so far so good la. Nothing extremely bad has happened. And new concepts had been introduced, functioning well too.
But I still gotta deal with tons of sh*t every day.
Morning calls and Night Alarms. Ufft... I guess that's what being a leader is about then -> "If you don't do it, somebody else or NOBODY is gonna do it. So JUST DO IT!" (sorry Nike)
I guess sometimes I'm not clear of my goal. Yes, I always remind myself to leave a legend in the juniors eyes. Remembering this year they're gonna have a Board of ultimate awesomeness. But how the hell am I going to reach that? Or HOW do I ever know when I reach it? Hmm....... that's a deep question.
But wait.... as a leader, I have to take care of my basics too! My academics!
Uhh sh*t. I sucked in Chemistry and Add Math. Other's are on standard but kinda shaky. OMG, can't wait to see blood spill out from my report card. >___> Yea, damn looking forward for them.
Oh and My piano level increased! I guess......... lol. Coz I've been practicing harder. :) I guess diligence DOES pays off!
Oh and her, I think I've finally freed myself from it. :D No more memories haunting me. I'm a freelancer... Yea..... gangsta freelancer!!!! >:D
My family... yes, the most important one. Is going stable. And my closelessness (yea i jumbled up the word) with them is getting better and better and better! :D Super!
Oh well..... Got lazy again. Stopping it ~.~
Thursday, October 25, 2012
Tuesday, September 18, 2012
Got lazy
I just got lazy on updating the blog....... So perhaps I temporarily shut down the blog first? ._____. and restart it in the future? lol
Good bye Bla Bla Room..... I guess......
Good bye Bla Bla Room..... I guess......
Monday, August 20, 2012
Selamat Hari Raya to me = Holidays!
Haha, nothing much to write.....
Holidays!
Actually got a lot to write, laziness takes over :P
Holidays!
Actually got a lot to write, laziness takes over :P
Saturday, August 4, 2012
Monthly test and piano exam
Just wanna say great timing to both of the school and ABRSM. -.- Seems like both of you loved August a lot.
Now I have to split myself into Pianist and Student. But of course, mainly a student. But I am forced to "ponteng" for the 3rd day of exam just for another exam! Ironic eh?
But still, I think I'm not putting 100% of my efforts in these exams. Pfft, I was just not disciplined enough to be robotic and systematic in studies (like always...)
So that's what they call, 100% attitude brings success. Now I'm working with 75% attitude, hence I will get only A- (75) in the exams? :O
Alright, still gotta do whatever I can. Tomorrow's a day I will have a "showdown" with Boon Tiong on Add Math lol. Hope it's fun :D
Oh ya, I finally got my nametag! :D Shiny gold tag of the Head Prefect x) Undeniably happy haha. Can show to my kids and grandkids in the future :P
But still in the mean time, will prove that I am worthy of wearing the tag. :)
All the best! To myself and everyone taking exams.
Now I have to split myself into Pianist and Student. But of course, mainly a student. But I am forced to "ponteng" for the 3rd day of exam just for another exam! Ironic eh?
But still, I think I'm not putting 100% of my efforts in these exams. Pfft, I was just not disciplined enough to be robotic and systematic in studies (like always...)
So that's what they call, 100% attitude brings success. Now I'm working with 75% attitude, hence I will get only A- (75) in the exams? :O
Alright, still gotta do whatever I can. Tomorrow's a day I will have a "showdown" with Boon Tiong on Add Math lol. Hope it's fun :D
Oh ya, I finally got my nametag! :D Shiny gold tag of the Head Prefect x) Undeniably happy haha. Can show to my kids and grandkids in the future :P
But still in the mean time, will prove that I am worthy of wearing the tag. :)
All the best! To myself and everyone taking exams.
Wednesday, August 1, 2012
Trying my very hardest....
To forget you and let you go.
Just as mentioned before,
I will do my best on letting you go. "Both of us deserved better"
But truly, that's a life challenge for me. Your memories are everywhere, YES by everywhere I meant EVERYWHERE.
I lift my head up, I can see the little black cute puppy you gave me.
Reading a book, picking it up, open it, a postcard you gave to me. I've used it as a bookmark.
Opening my phone, your birthday as my password. (don't know why not changing it)
Logging in facebook, you're my first person in the chat list.
Looking back to the chat logs. Smiling like an idot >_>
Seeing my old house phone *wired* Remembering the days we sneak up on the middle of the night just to call ya.
Playing the piano, wondering what's next to play. And I'll think back the days I'm dying to transcript your favourite song and play it as your birthday gift.
Some cut and torn magazines. Haha yea, the dumbest thing ever, words in the magazine for the note for ya.
Yea, dumbest ever...... I fell for the memories every time. Must resist and forget them. There're better things to do and remember... right?
Just as mentioned before,
I will do my best on letting you go. "Both of us deserved better"
But truly, that's a life challenge for me. Your memories are everywhere, YES by everywhere I meant EVERYWHERE.
I lift my head up, I can see the little black cute puppy you gave me.
Reading a book, picking it up, open it, a postcard you gave to me. I've used it as a bookmark.
Opening my phone, your birthday as my password. (don't know why not changing it)
Logging in facebook, you're my first person in the chat list.
Looking back to the chat logs. Smiling like an idot >_>
Seeing my old house phone *wired* Remembering the days we sneak up on the middle of the night just to call ya.
Playing the piano, wondering what's next to play. And I'll think back the days I'm dying to transcript your favourite song and play it as your birthday gift.
Some cut and torn magazines. Haha yea, the dumbest thing ever, words in the magazine for the note for ya.
Yea, dumbest ever...... I fell for the memories every time. Must resist and forget them. There're better things to do and remember... right?
Friday, July 27, 2012
Little Things, Big Changes
After being the Head Prefect.
There's lots to do, and lots to learn.
But somethings are less crucial than others.
Gotta sort them out systematically.
Lots to train and enhance too.
Being a Head Prefect. Gotta show the Looks of a Head Prefect.
No more cute little boy Giappy. He's changing now.
I will aim for the best, in physical, social, studies and most importantly, Leadership.
The new AJK board is quite interesting. Especially my two trusty Deputys. There's lot to learn from them, and I definitely can't go on without the board's support.
So much to prove, so much to learn. Means, no time for games and fun. I mean "less" time for them ;) I still need a life didn't I?
This also means strict timetable rule. Actually for today, I'm breaking the rule already. -.-
And other than that, I've made everything clear with her. I can't force her to like me or something. And she's doesn't want a high school relationship. After deep thoughts, yea, if we start now. What can I give her? I might burden her for a lot of things. And plus, I don't think I myself is ready for those things too. As much as I lusted for it before.
Now I can directly and clearly state that. I won't wait and pursue for her any longer. She and myself are not meant for one another and the timing is very bad. We both deserved better. I will miss you and all the times we've been through a lot. 101012 <3 good bye. Friends Forever like we said alright?! :D
Also, from now on. Self confidence will be further pushed. They say I'm over confident. Haha. But nevertheless, I need them. They pushes me in everything.
Alright, pathway set. To upgrade the board I must first upgrade myself.
Influence, not control,
Together, not one-man-show,
Teamwork, not slavery,
Common goal, not chasing empty dreams.
WE, not I.
The picture that I loved a lot.
One goal, One Direction, Many as One.
May everything is blessed by you Dad :)
GiAp
There's lots to do, and lots to learn.
But somethings are less crucial than others.
Gotta sort them out systematically.
Lots to train and enhance too.
Being a Head Prefect. Gotta show the Looks of a Head Prefect.
No more cute little boy Giappy. He's changing now.
I will aim for the best, in physical, social, studies and most importantly, Leadership.
The new AJK board is quite interesting. Especially my two trusty Deputys. There's lot to learn from them, and I definitely can't go on without the board's support.
So much to prove, so much to learn. Means, no time for games and fun. I mean "less" time for them ;) I still need a life didn't I?
This also means strict timetable rule. Actually for today, I'm breaking the rule already. -.-
And other than that, I've made everything clear with her. I can't force her to like me or something. And she's doesn't want a high school relationship. After deep thoughts, yea, if we start now. What can I give her? I might burden her for a lot of things. And plus, I don't think I myself is ready for those things too. As much as I lusted for it before.
Now I can directly and clearly state that. I won't wait and pursue for her any longer. She and myself are not meant for one another and the timing is very bad. We both deserved better. I will miss you and all the times we've been through a lot. 101012 <3 good bye. Friends Forever like we said alright?! :D
Also, from now on. Self confidence will be further pushed. They say I'm over confident. Haha. But nevertheless, I need them. They pushes me in everything.
Alright, pathway set. To upgrade the board I must first upgrade myself.
Influence, not control,
Together, not one-man-show,
Teamwork, not slavery,
Common goal, not chasing empty dreams.
WE, not I.
The picture that I loved a lot.
One goal, One Direction, Many as One.
May everything is blessed by you Dad :)
GiAp
Monday, July 23, 2012
Camp and Post AGM
Woah, just back from a Camp with many other Kwang Hua Monkeys and also met our neighbour (Kwang Hua Independent) Monkeys too! :D
Great three day two nights camp.
Also, dafuq? I didn't expect to hold the post of Head Prefect for the Prefectorial Board. But since I am "accidentally" selected, I will show to everyone WE CAN.
Good luck to the new board!
Giap
Great three day two nights camp.
Also, dafuq? I didn't expect to hold the post of Head Prefect for the Prefectorial Board. But since I am "accidentally" selected, I will show to everyone WE CAN.
Good luck to the new board!
Giap
Wednesday, July 18, 2012
AGM
Arghh!
This friday is the AGM for prefectorial board..... already!
Time passes damn fast. And it's the time for us form 4 monkeys to be in charge??! Bahh, I have full faith on us but I just think time really passes very quickly.
The last minute I was a form 1 junior wearing the red necktie and now.... muahahaha..... lol. Going to be the boss of the school in a few more months :P
Anyway, gonna miss the awesome form 5s. They're all preparing for their SPMs now, and soon they're gonna leave the school :( Well, face the truth, there's no turning back...
Alright back to topic,
This Friday, our expectation - Mr Ng Ling Xian, our commander and middle finger siao kia will be our next Head replacing Weng Jiu.
Haha! Can't imagine how fun next year would be with him as our head :P
Gogo Prefectorial Board!
This friday is the AGM for prefectorial board..... already!
Time passes damn fast. And it's the time for us form 4 monkeys to be in charge??! Bahh, I have full faith on us but I just think time really passes very quickly.
The last minute I was a form 1 junior wearing the red necktie and now.... muahahaha..... lol. Going to be the boss of the school in a few more months :P
Anyway, gonna miss the awesome form 5s. They're all preparing for their SPMs now, and soon they're gonna leave the school :( Well, face the truth, there's no turning back...
Alright back to topic,
This Friday, our expectation - Mr Ng Ling Xian, our commander and middle finger siao kia will be our next Head replacing Weng Jiu.
Haha! Can't imagine how fun next year would be with him as our head :P
Gogo Prefectorial Board!
Monday, July 16, 2012
Pangkor!~
Met some new friends. Played a lot, enjoyed with Friends and Family.
Worthy and great weekend trip :)
Worthy and great weekend trip :)
Monday, July 2, 2012
Long time no sea! :D
Well, went to Ah Chuan's hse and met lots of Old-but-not-so-old friends :)
And they're still as fun as before hehe..... only their looks fuyoh. Change damn lot XD All turn lengzai lenglui ady ....
Hope to see you all again Sg Bulohrians ;)
And they're still as fun as before hehe..... only their looks fuyoh. Change damn lot XD All turn lengzai lenglui ady ....
Hope to see you all again Sg Bulohrians ;)
Tuesday, June 26, 2012
Funny Chemical Reaction
When I'm talking to everyone else. I can keep my chill. Speak in a steady tone and act funny.
But talking with you is another thing. I CANT keep my chill, I don't do steady but I do awkward things, and I can't act funny .......
What sorcery is this?!?! ......... :O
But talking with you is another thing. I CANT keep my chill, I don't do steady but I do awkward things, and I can't act funny .......
What sorcery is this?!?! ......... :O
Sunday, June 24, 2012
I'm a failure
I just realized. In every aspect I am such a failure.
Well,
In academics,
I was placed 32/43 in my class.
Every subject I got lower marks than my friends who sit beside me. Yes, Every Fucking subject.
In sports,
damn. I'm worse. I can't even dribble a ball right. I can't shoot hoops. I don't have the skills of playing the volleyball. And I know, during picking the teammates, I am always the last to be picked. Coz I suck in sports.
In piano.
You know, no matter how good I play. I never ever get compliments from my family. They will only regard me as noisy and BAD. Never a good pianist.
In relationships,
My friends, I can't ever declare who's out there for me. I can't see a true friend out of them. Nobody remembered my birthday at school this year. Why they did is just study their biology. And during other's bday? They ask me to "share" gifts. How come I never get one of this?
Even the ones whom I close-friend-zone them didn't remember.
I am only there when somebody needs me.
Her,
I can't make it out with her. Every communication I attempt is interrupted. Se don't even give a damn how I am. Everything I did and gave you are considered annoyance and crap for you. I feel so worthless. We are a total failure. I gave up....
In family,
They all regard me as the-one-who-plays-the-computer-everyday . Yes I don't deny that, but son you all see what I've did for this home? What I get are critics. I can't see no appreciation in anything... I am just a normal person in this home.
In physical appearance,
I don't look good. I'm not a hot guy or whatever. I am short. Although I've grown a bit taller. But I am still short in comparison with the other guys in school.
I am skinny, I can't provide a sense of secure for others. When they refer to the Strong Boys when they need help carrying/shifting heavy loads. I am axed out.
In daily skills,
Especially in the kitchen, I have to admit. I am a total amateur. Yes I can't even peel an onion properly without tearing. I can't fry an egg without breaking it's yolk. I don't know how to cook dishes.
In decisions,
I make wrong decisions time to time. And when I do, I have heavy consequences. Because of me, a lot suffered. Yeah, because of me...
In arts
I don't sing well
I can't dance
I draw like a three year old
Even in games
DotA for example, I won't be the pillar of the team. I would probably be the one feeding and letting my team down.
Yes, everything stated above are true.
Yes, I am pessimist which looks optimistic.
Yes, I don't feel good right now. Not a bit.
Yes, I, Tee Chen Giap is a total failure.
But no, I am not going to stay this way, I will change. I will try. I will!
Well,
In academics,
I was placed 32/43 in my class.
Every subject I got lower marks than my friends who sit beside me. Yes, Every Fucking subject.
In sports,
damn. I'm worse. I can't even dribble a ball right. I can't shoot hoops. I don't have the skills of playing the volleyball. And I know, during picking the teammates, I am always the last to be picked. Coz I suck in sports.
In piano.
You know, no matter how good I play. I never ever get compliments from my family. They will only regard me as noisy and BAD. Never a good pianist.
In relationships,
My friends, I can't ever declare who's out there for me. I can't see a true friend out of them. Nobody remembered my birthday at school this year. Why they did is just study their biology. And during other's bday? They ask me to "share" gifts. How come I never get one of this?
Even the ones whom I close-friend-zone them didn't remember.
I am only there when somebody needs me.
Her,
I can't make it out with her. Every communication I attempt is interrupted. Se don't even give a damn how I am. Everything I did and gave you are considered annoyance and crap for you. I feel so worthless. We are a total failure. I gave up....
In family,
They all regard me as the-one-who-plays-the-computer-everyday . Yes I don't deny that, but son you all see what I've did for this home? What I get are critics. I can't see no appreciation in anything... I am just a normal person in this home.
In physical appearance,
I don't look good. I'm not a hot guy or whatever. I am short. Although I've grown a bit taller. But I am still short in comparison with the other guys in school.
I am skinny, I can't provide a sense of secure for others. When they refer to the Strong Boys when they need help carrying/shifting heavy loads. I am axed out.
In daily skills,
Especially in the kitchen, I have to admit. I am a total amateur. Yes I can't even peel an onion properly without tearing. I can't fry an egg without breaking it's yolk. I don't know how to cook dishes.
In decisions,
I make wrong decisions time to time. And when I do, I have heavy consequences. Because of me, a lot suffered. Yeah, because of me...
In arts
I don't sing well
I can't dance
I draw like a three year old
Even in games
DotA for example, I won't be the pillar of the team. I would probably be the one feeding and letting my team down.
Yes, everything stated above are true.
Yes, I am pessimist which looks optimistic.
Yes, I don't feel good right now. Not a bit.
Yes, I, Tee Chen Giap is a total failure.
But no, I am not going to stay this way, I will change. I will try. I will!
Wednesday, June 20, 2012
Miscommunication sucks
It's damn hard to reach you...... it's not funny seriously. :-\
I hope it's coz of internet problem , not because of you ignoring everything.
Or should I just let everything flow and free myself :D ? Don't know la -.-
Exam ..... got 32/43 ......... shit. Disappointed a lot.
NIE finally done ady, video in process.........
Exhibition .......... it's killing me .... makes me tired like hell , but quite fun also.
After all of this.... Ahh......... all focus on Academics ady! I don't care.... Time to care for myself and me......... Yea.
I hope it's coz of internet problem , not because of you ignoring everything.
Or should I just let everything flow and free myself :D ? Don't know la -.-
Exam ..... got 32/43 ......... shit. Disappointed a lot.
NIE finally done ady, video in process.........
Exhibition .......... it's killing me .... makes me tired like hell , but quite fun also.
After all of this.... Ahh......... all focus on Academics ady! I don't care.... Time to care for myself and me......... Yea.
Monday, June 11, 2012
School reopens
Sienz......... no mood after long-but-not-so-long holidays LOL
Anyway, got into the finals x) Too bad alien can't get in for the duet. Nevermind, "PLAY" shall "REPLAY" next year! ;)
I don't know how my mum's gonna think of my average score. Especially ADDMATH hampir die -.- Next monthly test gonna pia ady..... ADD MATH.
Anyway, got into the finals x) Too bad alien can't get in for the duet. Nevermind, "PLAY" shall "REPLAY" next year! ;)
I don't know how my mum's gonna think of my average score. Especially ADDMATH hampir die -.- Next monthly test gonna pia ady..... ADD MATH.
Wednesday, June 6, 2012
Singapore and Robbed -.-
Well, simple as that don't wanna explain more..
Robbed before going for a trip to SG... btw the trip was awesome :) END :P
Robbed before going for a trip to SG... btw the trip was awesome :) END :P
Friday, June 1, 2012
Competition!
WAHHA tmr 's the big day for me n Martian XD
Good luck to both of us bah.....
oh, and "u" too ;)
Good luck to both of us bah.....
oh, and "u" too ;)
Thursday, May 31, 2012
happy Bday kiat!
Well simple gathering for Bday celebration for our dear Kiat @ Neway ;D
....... with not so simple friends haha........ Fun day :) Didn't regret for going for sure ^^
....... with not so simple friends haha........ Fun day :) Didn't regret for going for sure ^^
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
Bday and Exam...... ending!
Woohoo, 16th Bday =D and the killer exam is ending ^^!
But sigh... this time so damn accurate aim dio exam period -.- not much remembered my bday but also got awesome people wished me THANKS A , wait not A , THANKS MANY MANY BUNCH! XD
sigh, and you, you really forget or purposely act tak tahu? or save a surprise for me? ahh, better not keep my expectations high......... =\
Ok now exam and contest........
THEY ARE FINALLY EFFING ENDING!
such a long torture..... -.-
Next aiming for the competition. Wish me luck. Oh and my partner May Huay aka Martian too =P
But sigh... this time so damn accurate aim dio exam period -.- not much remembered my bday but also got awesome people wished me THANKS A , wait not A , THANKS MANY MANY BUNCH! XD
sigh, and you, you really forget or purposely act tak tahu? or save a surprise for me? ahh, better not keep my expectations high......... =\
Ok now exam and contest........
THEY ARE FINALLY EFFING ENDING!
such a long torture..... -.-
Next aiming for the competition. Wish me luck. Oh and my partner May Huay aka Martian too =P
Sunday, May 6, 2012
Friday, April 27, 2012
MT 2012 Got over Bombastically and nw even more responsibilities
Omg~ The MT is quite Bombastic........ except for the Formalities......... -.- really got disappointed.
Anyway, now I'm officially one of the Head prefect candidates for 2013.... :) Along with 9 other pros. Friendly competition and learning experience.......... Can't wait :D
Anyway, now I'm officially one of the Head prefect candidates for 2013.... :) Along with 9 other pros. Friendly competition and learning experience.......... Can't wait :D
Monday, April 9, 2012
Urgh, closer and more stress
MT is 2 weeks away..... already! And I think we only did about 45% of our stuffs -.- to be honest, we MUST start rushing.... for the Bombastic MT!
Physics........... you're a better killer than Add Math dude........ slow down Newton. I'm not Einstein's lightspeed mind zzz
Planning to take part in the DMC piano Competition, but hmm..... a 5th Grade Pianist competing with Diplomas and Grade 7 - 8s..... ironic? Yeah ~ But still gonna try it out? Of course! haha..... x)
Grandpa, sigh, your memory and response is getting older...... i can feel it. Well, it's a reality we can't avoid. But the main problem is I got no idea what to do with you.... :( Evening walk? Hmm probably but no topic to chatty about....... sigh. Miss Grandma.....
Oh and, maybe, just maybe, we shouldn't think of what WE are. Instead just do it ;) .... ahh dunno :P
DREAM BELIEVE AND ACHIEVE
loads of dreams
I'm believin'
Well, gonna go and achieve them! Watch me...........
Giap
Physics........... you're a better killer than Add Math dude........ slow down Newton. I'm not Einstein's lightspeed mind zzz
Planning to take part in the DMC piano Competition, but hmm..... a 5th Grade Pianist competing with Diplomas and Grade 7 - 8s..... ironic? Yeah ~ But still gonna try it out? Of course! haha..... x)
Grandpa, sigh, your memory and response is getting older...... i can feel it. Well, it's a reality we can't avoid. But the main problem is I got no idea what to do with you.... :( Evening walk? Hmm probably but no topic to chatty about....... sigh. Miss Grandma.....
Oh and, maybe, just maybe, we shouldn't think of what WE are. Instead just do it ;) .... ahh dunno :P
DREAM BELIEVE AND ACHIEVE
loads of dreams
I'm believin'
Well, gonna go and achieve them! Watch me...........
Giap
Monday, March 26, 2012
:D
MT - Woo........ the heat is on! We're aiming for the BOMBASTIC Journey To the West! (Wild West) Good luck to everyone ;)
And, both of us. Seems to be getting a little bit better :) Hope this will keep on :D
And, both of us. Seems to be getting a little bit better :) Hope this will keep on :D
Monday, March 12, 2012
After Camp!
BEST GROUP FOR MOTIV8!!! WEEE~!! XDD
CONGRATS EVERYONE! ;)
well, now starting to feel the real pain.... it's like she's purposely stabbing the knife into me :'( .......... what a bullshit. But hey, my heart has a lot of walls so bring it on! I won't stop :)
CONGRATS EVERYONE! ;)
well, now starting to feel the real pain.... it's like she's purposely stabbing the knife into me :'( .......... what a bullshit. But hey, my heart has a lot of walls so bring it on! I won't stop :)
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
Camp
Ooh..... it's ahead alright. Gogogo~ Motiv8!
And hey...... started to feel the pain again apart from numb :( ....
And hey...... started to feel the pain again apart from numb :( ....
Sunday, March 4, 2012
Sunday, February 19, 2012
Saturday, February 4, 2012
Friday, January 20, 2012
Monday, January 16, 2012
The tragedy story of my family.
The tragedy story of my family.
https://docs.google.com/document/d/11TYByQUM1fNPyzT5h_dkUiOelAgfrW0DsMpxcM1OsgI/edit?hl=en_US
https://docs.google.com/document/d/11TYByQUM1fNPyzT5h_dkUiOelAgfrW0DsMpxcM1OsgI/edit?hl=en_US
Sunday, January 15, 2012
Sometimes I find myself useless
.......
why sometimes I did everything in the wrong way.
Do house chores, I did wrong and scolded my mum.
Play games with friends, I play dumbly and my team lost coz of me.
Do homework wrongly and got blamed by teacher.
Time scheduling not good enough and everything went kaboom.
Sad, what am I good at?! urgh =.=
Why can't I be
good at games
good at homework n academic
good at social
GOOD AT LIFE.
Sometimes, I really wanna fuck myself ==
why sometimes I did everything in the wrong way.
Do house chores, I did wrong and scolded my mum.
Play games with friends, I play dumbly and my team lost coz of me.
Do homework wrongly and got blamed by teacher.
Time scheduling not good enough and everything went kaboom.
Sad, what am I good at?! urgh =.=
Why can't I be
good at games
good at homework n academic
good at social
GOOD AT LIFE.
Sometimes, I really wanna fuck myself ==
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
1st day of school
:) not bad...... science club things turn out quite chaotic @@ but smoothen out eventually..... phew~
Well, not a bad 1st day. Nice teachers, cool classmates, good students :P
Well, not a bad 1st day. Nice teachers, cool classmates, good students :P
Sunday, January 1, 2012
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